Planning a Trip to CA!

So some of my readers think I should go see Jenny in California.

I haven't seen her in almost 2 years now, it's crazy how much time flies.  I also think I have to realize that 'Shane' is a nickname people like to call me for some reason.

I'm going to call Jenny and see what she thinks about me visiting- fingers crossed!

Am I likeable?

So Jenny has a new boyfriend... again.

Sometimes I wish I went into debt and followed her to Los Angeles. To look out for her I mean, not for, well... anyway.  I need to save up to visit, it's been so long since I've seen her.

Also, wow do I have a lot of extra attention on my profile as of late. I keep being called the wrong name though, it's weird, but I like making new friends so it's been cool.

I wonder why there is so much attention though. It is a little odd.

Say what?

Sometimes I am better off pretending friends don't exist.  But isn't it hard not 'cyber-stalking'?  I mean, the info is right there, it's public, they don't block you, so how is that stalking?

I just need to get off the web for a few days.. BUT I CANT STAY AWAY.

I swear I'm addicted.

I miss childhood

When you are a kid, everything seems forever.

You play, you create, you dream- you have friendships that feel so important and so everlasting that you don't even think about much beyond what fun you can have tomorrow. Then you grow up, and you are faced with reality.

I miss childhood. Childhood was beautiful and sweet and kind, and could make me smile even when I was at my saddest.

I wish I could visit childhood.. maybe I will soon. Childhood needs to know how I feel.

I'm lonely.